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| Wednesday, November 10th, 2004 | | 10:39 pm |
Playing Halo 2 ttyl, jk well yesterday was interesting enough yeah we talked, everything is cool, there is a part of me that wants what we tryed, but hey she's right, we don't have to pretend anymore. Its' best as it is. - I told myself that in one of my songs didn't I, haha. Like its sais on your Lend Me A Tenor t-shirt, 4-ever. Good night Maggie. | | Saturday, November 6th, 2004 | | 11:43 pm |
| | Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004 | | 10:04 pm |
The past week or so
Well scotts coming home tommorrow!!!!!!!! I miss my bro sooooooo much! Linsey hit A bunny. Linsey's car is fun to drive...... well, when there's no blood on it. The party wasn't that lame, come on Amelia. HAHA Her body hates her. Too bad 4 me, Oh well. I was not acting why does everyone say that, even my bro....lol. Yeah my parents found the tape but didn't care. Play rehersal rehersal rehersal.... My HO was so HOT. ~Devil~ The football game will be fun. Girls dressing room. This weekend with friends................................. ... Lyrics writing. ~BOB~ | | Thursday, October 21st, 2004 | | 10:50 pm |
I found, I fell, I fialed 2 see, ... I found, I fell, I thought, I sought, I fell, I finally fall true. | | Monday, October 18th, 2004 | | 7:00 pm |
stumped
how can she do that, its......, i read it and I couldn't breathe. there is a place I havn't found yet but i know its there, with out a doubt, its there, bacause I feel it, no, it can taste it, see it , breathe it, when I read any of them. My god, for so long, but hope stayed? wow. Im blind to it in person, but not it words, I can touch her in her words. | | Tuesday, October 5th, 2004 | | 8:41 pm |
Havnt done this in a while.
Well lots has happened but dont have time to tell you. Skip to the important stuff. I did not know she could write like that. Go on her lj. Im goin with Amelia, Im goin with Amelia,(homecomming) yeah life's good. I was a little stressed today but ill get some sleep. The stars were beautiful weren't they? Im going to go run lines with myself, sense shes not here :( but haha umm..... good night poet. | | Saturday, July 31st, 2004 | | 12:47 am |
| | Tuesday, July 27th, 2004 | | 11:22 pm |
wow these past days hanging with her were soooooooooooo much fun, it would not have been summer if I didn't do what we did. She told the story better of the other day with conrad but yesterday and today.......speechless fun. Random Coment( I recorded myself singing, damb i got to practice more, its hard to not let this get me down because I have been practicing alot but ill keep it up and maybe,,,,,,,,,,no, not maybe. YES I will get good.) why do I go to bed so late. These days have been seriosly the best of my summer, thx so much Amelia.im real tired so ill try to get some sleep. Sun set, lightning, lightning bugs, treehouse, mall, grass, rain, posters,14000 friends at mall, naked next door nieghbor sculptor,swing, corn, you don't like jelly!,........... night,~BSJ~ | | Wednesday, July 21st, 2004 | | 10:01 pm |
I GOT MY PERMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got my permit yea for me. Hey watch out for me on the roads. JK im pretty good. My range has improved. I got really horse for about two days ( in my top regester) because i was stretching my vocals and its clearing up and i can hit a little higher easier. Katie's B-day is in 5 days. 18 katie... fun!!!!! went to Amelia's last night. Met her friend Conrad, he's cool, but it sux hes going back to Florida. but the good thing is we have the whole summer. Im working from today till sat, sun im off but hanging with Amelia. yea Ok here is the plan, come shcool time im going to be a little better at singing, but going to be really good b/c im ganna keep working at it.(BAND) I miss My HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT sso short I cant do any thing with it, but its sorta cool. THX MOM( in a good way). Hope cori's dad teaches me the giiiiiiiiitar.haha.but 4 now im teaching myself, ya know the best thing about the guitar is that i can practice it and singing at the same time. I-MISS-SAFEWAY---its a shame that we all split up. i love my tan, haha Katie you'll never match it. What r u lauphing at Ilana, neither will you.lol pickin on my six strings when people pass by and they call you by your first name watching the clouds roll by...........bye, bye ~BSJ~toyfddd | | Monday, July 19th, 2004 | | 10:38 pm |
song
I got my hair cut, my mom had to tie me down bc i didnt want it. finished my song, cori liked it made me feel good. its for when the whole worlds off. I wish I knew what I was thinking or feeling sometimes. i dont think i can pull off short hair, noooooooooooo!!!, did not want it cut but it looks allright. not much else. ~BSJ~ | | Sunday, July 18th, 2004 | | 5:55 pm |
| | Thursday, July 15th, 2004 | | 11:17 pm |
Take your records take your freedom..................
Yea I should really go to bed earlier, I finished that stupid hand book for getting my permit yesterday and I wanted to get it today but we went pick up Momsie at the airport, I sang alllllllll day today, gees, I think I got the hang of the right way to sing , its so much fun, now I just have to develop. Being alone this summer has let me learn alot of things about myself, deal with a bunch of issues and stuff like, I v decided to go for acting, yes im going to do it, im going to persue it as a career, its what i want to do, i know it is a long shot and you have to be the best of the best to make it big, but.... not but, and im ready for the challenges, because I dont want to be sitting on the porch whenn m 80 years old thinking what if, ya know "could I have made it big???" dont want that so IM ganna find out, no wait I am going to make it big...huge... I just have to whatch out for things like alcohol and, smoking, well smokings pretty gross anyway but still watch out cause ya never know. with singing I have always thought , although Im still not the best at singing, that I could really really express myself through it, its my pasion, as is acting. Music is amasing,huh, love that word. Love this song....."You'll think of me." -Keith Urban yea.........some day How do they write those songs...god its so hard, but ill keep working at it. got to get some rest, working tommorrow,uuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh darn oh well, ill finish my book, and write lirics if i have any inspiration. Night Night ~BSJ~ | | Tuesday, July 13th, 2004 | | 11:44 pm |
Singing
OMG I think I finally learned how to support my breathing and sing right. I went to one lesson for voice lessons, and I think even the first one really helped , i hope all I have to do is develop it now. I really hope im doing it right this time, because I really love singing and I want to be able to do it good. You have no Idea how frusturating it is, when your bro can sing crazy good and people just shut you up when you try. Find A spot in your house where no one can here you and P-R-A-C-T-I-C-E. yea maybe you dont know how to breathe right or some thing but find out how first then practice. I sing loud when I sing high so It really annoys every body else, not to mention ,its bad, haha, So I go in my basement and practice. Sooner or l8ter, If im practicing correctly, I will be good, or better, well both. Sooooo eited. And I told my self That I was going to go to bed early but that didnt seem to happen. Oh well got work tommorow at 11-8. I think im ganna go get some sleep now. Ilana we need to hang out, same with you katie, or just call once in a while if ya feel like it, just miss you guys. I want to learn more on the guitar because, with better singing I can finnally sing my songs with my giutar, just need to finish the lirics, or change them on this one song, got two so far, and a bunch of otherthings I was playing around with. But they are fun, great way to express......... what ever you feel. night night ~BSJ~ | | Sunday, July 11th, 2004 | | 9:27 am |
i whatched hte Butterfly effect with scott and cori last night. I t was really good. I didn't know I was working this morning.... darn. ~BSJ~ | | Saturday, July 10th, 2004 | | 12:42 am |
LIFEGAURDS
So, tonight i went out with Danielle and amanda, and a bunch of guy bulgarian lifegaurds, yea i bet that sounds wierd, i geuss it was fun... but i dunno anandas changed and i cant say anything about scott in front of danielle b/c shes still felling "it" for him (luuuuv) she misses him. But amanda tried to give me this talk about how she HEARD what a couple parties were about and she was like all worried about me. Hipocritical. I wanted to say , hey i know what im doing , i have alot more experience than you ok,.................I remember some one saying the exact same to me when I was saying "be careful" to them, now I know how that person felt. (you know who you are).................... it was just really annoying when amanda said that. And Amanda, don't believe everything you hear.k?thx. (Not mad at you.) 8 more days till Amelia gets back! can't wait. God I need her to talk to. work tommorrow. worked with scott today. I want to go visit the Hansons b4 summer is over, miss them like crazy. miss good times. ~BSJ~ | | Thursday, July 8th, 2004 | | 10:36 pm |
School , yeah no
I do not want the summer to end but i cant help but think how my life will change when this year, exciting yes, i miss peple from school, miss footloose, cant we do one more run through? jk. I hope I get closer to people this year. Working tomorrow, then chilling with Danielle and Chritchen( the Bulgarian guy) at HOOTERS, haha. I missed Satalite last night I was so mad that I did. Oh well. I called up the Voice lessons guy. Starting them every Saturday. 50$ per hour!!!!! good god!!!. oh well. Bike riding alot. feel the burn haha, shut up im a dork.haha. I miss Lend me A Tenor also. Went to Lidos today, my mom took me to lunch how nice. It was fun. bye~BSJ~ | | 10:48 am |
i hope I dont have to work tomorrow because friday is danielle and amanda's only day off and were going to do something. nothing mch going on here. Called katie and hirshy gurl they r so crazy together, its funny as hell on the phone. Thx 4 chearing me up. Going fnd something to do. ~BSJ~ | | Tuesday, July 6th, 2004 | | 11:58 am |
bordom
I need someth9ing to do im listening to mmusic (blink) and im trying to find stuff to sell at the garage sale, don't know when it is yet, soon Need friends over, Going do what ever, call. | | Monday, July 5th, 2004 | | 11:14 pm |
Working
Working on a lot of things these days. My job as a lifegaurd is alot more enjoyable now that I found that i read during time off and luv making new friends. I finally got the balls to talk to my parents about this stupid math thing they are trying to make me do during the summer and it was really stressing me out. I told them that,and my dad, suprisingly said ok! you don't have to do it. I feel sooooo much better. One thing that is still bugging me is that, im supposed to be having fun with friends during the summer , with, friends,FRIENDS. God it sux to have no one to talk to, about things. And scott and cori don't say you are "someone" because, sometimes you are ok when its just me talking to one of you but when you are together, it like im having a big conversation with myself. I mean yea I can talk to a wall or a sqauril, but that wouldn't make me too bright now would it. Can any one relate? Im calling people but they are either working or busy. sux bein lonely, my nick name should be 3rd wheel. haha oh well every thing happens for a reason, am I right? I called someone up that I havn't spoken to in, wow,ummmmm,maybe 3months. Told them that i was sorry for some things I did, and I didn't know at the time how the reseaving end felt. Now I do. Not ganna lie it was an asshole thing to do back then, but we learn. And im watching my steps with people's felings now. Wonder when Amelia is comming back??? My parents don't trust my bro's x girlfriend haha, but i think she's cool and fun to hang with. Wanna hang with Amanda because Iv know her 4 8 years but I dunno if I knowknow her yet. im still , and ithink i have reach the point now, that I can act myself around her. I miss Katie like crazy, I try to call her alot but Im always so busy with work or sleeping. We have drifted and it really sux. I don't know how it is going to be with Scott Cori Katie Matt Kel and the other graduates not being at D High, but I know that whatever is ahead im ready for it, and I know this is going to be a real busy year. But ill deal. But first i gotta enjoy my summer. Same goes for everyone. L8er ~BSJ~ | | Wednesday, June 30th, 2004 | | 4:27 pm |
I think that is almost exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you, I miss you. I feel a little better. Directed to...hmmm. |
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